I Feel Pretty

I have been doing HCG diet since April.  I am so proud of myself, and I don't really say that about that often.  And yes, I will admit that it sounds a little bit conceited, but if you do the HCG diet, and stick with it, you deserve to be proud.  The whole thing is a little bit complicated but basically, you only eat 500 calories a day of specific foods and take special drops.  After doing that almost any other diet seems easy.  But on the bright side you don't have to excersize at all.  In fact it is discouraged since you are eating so little.  But I digress.  Basically I have lost a ton of weight.  I don't want to say how much since we are getting ready to go to a wedding and I will put up some pics of that and then say the number since you will be able to see a huge difference at that point.  But let's just say it's between 25 and 40 pounds.  Losing that much in such a short amount of time is very impressive if I do say so myself.  It wasn't easy.  I only got through the first week by saying to myself  "you let yourself get this fat, you deserve to have to go through this"  and "this is your last chance to not be fat forever".  I had tried so many other diets, and had just never stuck with it.  I truly believed that if I couldn't do this, I was doomed to be big for the rest of my life.  And I hated fat Graci.  She had a hard time finding pants that fit right, and felt bad about herself, and didn't enjoy being in pictures or going to the beach.  Not as big Graci is much better and greatly looks forward to being Skinny Graci.  You are probably thinking wow, this nutcase has self estime issues.  What girl doesn't?  Halfway to wear I want to be and already feeling so much better.  I fit in a bunch of clothes I haven't been able to wear since 2009.  I can't wait to be all the way to where I want to be.